the life i always wanted but never got

carly
18
san diego
i made a tumblr to connect with people with the same problems i have and to let people get help in anyway
weather tips or recovery im here(:
i do have an E.D. i have cut in my life and i have depression
im sturggling everyday but im pushing threw the bad parts to get to the better ones (:

wtf!

I get heart pains sometimes,  is it from bulimia or depression? do I smoke weed to make me happy but in reality im super sad? questions I will never know.

Purge

I dont get it everytime I purge I get this weird high were Im dizzy but Im focused I kinda like it but why does this happen does anyone know?